I was in Starbucks the other day, and as usually it was really busy. I had order a grande no whip caramel frapachino with an extra espresso shot. I used to mock people who order drinks with long names like this, but I digress; there were roughly about 15 people in line and/or waiting for their beverages, and I was about in middle of the line/waiting for my drink. I began to notice that people who ordered after me were getting what they ordered before me, which is okay; most just got ice teas and little coffees. after about 5 mintues of waiting for my drink i started to feel dumb; like my order was waaay too complicated for the Starbucks employees to handle. I felt like everyone was starring at me; thinking that I didn't know what I was doing, like I didn't know where to place my order. I think I even started to break out in a minor sweat. 

It reminded me of being in gym class and playing a sport and everyone getting picked before you and everyone already picked just starring blankly at you. Silly isn't it? Anyway I got my drink, or at least I think it was mine; they had accidently put whip cream on it, (or maybe it wasn't mine, but I could stand there looking aimlessly at the girl making the beverages.

It just felt weird waiting for my drink by myself; I wait other places for food by myself, or go to the gym by myself, and like go to the movies by myself, and it doesn't bother me. That situation did, and I don't know why.